TODAY
Chased by an echo of my past
Closure eludes me
You yelled you love me out of your car
Were you saying that for me or
Were you saying that for you
My heart wanted to call before you were out of sight
To say I love you too, but do I love you really
Or was it a knee-jerk reaction merely
It has been now over a year since I loved so true
But you were not
Since this moment I felt I had almost forgot
What it feels like to be friendless
To be tortured with nightmares endless
Endless questions of why and how
Your email was just a scratch ‘til now
So my refuge are my words until time shall break
The spell of what we are
Is it love or hate
I don’t know
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Leeanne, this is a beautiful poem. It is a wonderful outpouring of emotion and very theraputic for a hurt soul or heart. I am sorry if this is pain you are feeling. I hope that things will be better for you.
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